I am in waiting limbo, and I do not like it, Sam-I-Am.
I have deemed it unlikely that I will hear back from UofM about the most recent interview, which makes me sad, but I have waited, and now I would like tobe done with waiting. So, another round of applying and job-hunting, because the rats-on-a-sinking-ship phenomenon has worked it’s way through the ‘meh’ people, and is starting in on the people I-really-like-and-who-make-coming-to-work-bearable. To that end, I have joined LinkedIn. I’ve even joined groups. Sadly, I apparently missed a presentation at WCC called “The Reluctant Networker,’ which might have been helpful. At least I could say that I went to a presentation named after me.
I have not yet heard from Wayne State, and while it is likely, though not entirely certain, that I will be accepted, I am waiting. My official GRE scores were 166 Verbal, 158 Quantitative, and 5 written. (For those who want to know, that’s 96th percentile, 74th, and 94th? maybe 92nd, can’t remember, respectively.) The only thing that isn’t appearing on my app status page is my OCC transcript, which should have been sent ages ago, and I really don’t want to have to track it down. I’m sort of hoping they decide it’s not vital pre-admission-decision but, theoretically, they will let me know.
Money is still stupid. I am inching closer to balance, but it is a tricksy beast. Hence why I would like UofM to quit lollygaging and hire me now, please. I learned recently that compared to industry averages for my position, I am very nearly criminally underpaid. Which I knew, kind of, but it’s nice to have back up. The fact that I am doing the industry a disservice, however, makes me a little testy about it. I really need to get better at negotiating for my own value.
Work is. I am trying to work on new approaches and such, but the frustration is such that it’s hard to gain traction on project delineation, let alone execution. I still have no VP, which on the one hand means little oversight, but on the other means little to no opportunity to define new working parameters or methods. My Director has been agitating for me to receive training on our database, but I am reluctant to incur the cost given my intent to leave, especially since the database we use is not super-prevalent. Instead I am going to work on my SQL skills, I think. I have the book, now I just need to do the work. Small things, you know.
I am unsurprised, though no less miffed, by the arrival of Cold. My attempts to ignore it do not appear to be discouraging it any. I may have to give in and start wearing at the very least my fleece, and definitely gloves. Maybe see if I still have some toe-sock-fingerless-gloves I can wear at work. Especially since I have the dog with me 3-4 days a week. It’s gotten so even walking at lunchtime is a glove-requiring activity.